life is a kunt sometimes, sorry to hear this.
personally, id love to rent a few nice cars, r8, ferraris, 4wd(evo, scoobie), rwd(silvia etc.), get the best possible insurance on them(dont wanna leave the rental company outta pocket from the probable damage that will occur) and then rent out a track for a day, and invite all my mates!
another thing id like is to have a huge party, all day as a night isnt long enough, not necessarily get smached outta my head, but off my face slightly, and id invite everyone i know and hope they all make it for one last piss up!