weeJohn
Lifer
Where you are at is not an easy place to be, been there myself and i wouldnt want to be back. If its really getting to you make an appointment with your doctor and tell him your situation, he is bound by confidentiality rules so it cant do any harm to you legally. He might perscribe you a course of mild anti depressants as they help to regulate the chemical inbalance of the enzymes in your brain that are giving you the paranoia, but you need to stay off the drink and the gear for a while for them to work.
Keep yourself busy and fill the times when you usually sat smoking with something else, you will need that girl around you and a few other strong mates to get back on track lad. You have made the first few hard steps, you are on the right track lad.
Keep yourself busy and fill the times when you usually sat smoking with something else, you will need that girl around you and a few other strong mates to get back on track lad. You have made the first few hard steps, you are on the right track lad.