ok so this is somethin i can pretty much share alot about lol
ok so i started smoking when i was 13 (im 25 now u do the maths
), before i had amy (my wee daughter) i used to smoke a good 60~80 marlboro reds a day.. then when i had her i decided a.) money wise it wasnt gonna get me anywhere, also around her i dont smoke & i dont smoke at all at home.. so i started smoking rollups.. i cut down to only smoking 10~20 max cigs a day..
a while ago i got salmonella from some bad mayo, it nearly killed me but i stoped smoking for 4 days as my stomach couldnt take the smell..for some odd reason, & in all honesty if i wanted i could have stopped,as after i got sick i lost the urge completely, but for some dumb reason i started smoking again..
now on the topic of herb.. hmmm cant go a day without chillin out, wether its on my own or with the gf a joint's a joint & quite frankly its waay better than smokin cigs.. (at least ur getting something out of it
not like cigs)
yesterday i had a really terrible soar throat & i said fuckit i wont smoke for a day... so i didnt.. i slept early @ say 8.30pm & to my amazement i woke up at 1am with a massive sweat & a craving i couldnt describe ( i was TOTALLY AMAZED!!!) so i went down to my garage & had a nice spliff.... i cant being to describe how my body calmed down... man it was insane lol.. i havent felt that relaxed in ages..
moral of the story.. once ur body gets used to something its not that easy to just kick it
kon